Reflections- Motions or LIFE?

Thoughts...

For a month now I feel like I keep having out of body experiences where I can see what Im not doing  and know what I should be doing...but still remain ..stagnant. I know I was created for soo much more. Step up Nat...


Been reflecting alot on how I'm actually doing and feeling, am i just going through the motions of each day or REALLY living out the potential and fullness of each opportunity. Im sick of the day to day. I want to be obedient and attuned with His spirit- ready to jump in whatever direction He leads. I want to be continually suprised by the ways He chooses to use me. I am continuously suprised.....but I know there's soo much more out there Im missing. Life should be soo much more than this. I want to live unexpectedly... on edge...not knowing how the day will turn out. I want to rest my head each night knowing that I gave it my all.

And it starts now, one prayer and one step of faith.......followed by another and another....